Day 21.
05:47, boil water. 3 grams of pre-rain, 80 degrees, pour it down. Smell it 3 times. Pour it out.
There is ink in the well of the inkstone. I grind 20 turns. I write today's date: November 24, 2125. The strokes come out tight. Done, I crumple the paper and put it under the paperweight.
The pothos is watered. The soil is damp.
The bandage comes off; a new one goes on. 4 left.
06:12:00, the commuter car comes in. Empty.
Locker 4471. The third drawer is empty. The second drawer's bandages I count: 4.
The new badge is pinned to my left chest. From the changing room to Zone C, I press it 3 times.
The dust cloth is still there. The screen is on.
> Status: Overdue > Overdue by: 398 hr 09 min > Clock: running
The head-of-queue item I haven't touched. Day 19. Today it resends for the 14,837th time.
I pull the chair out and sit. The dust cloth went down the day before yesterday; the edge tucked into the desk seam has settled flat, but 2 creases still cross the middle, left over from the day before. The screen's red characters come through over the cloth's edge and land on the cloth as a small patch of red. I watch it awhile: the patch moves — the characters scroll and the red sways with them. I can read the frequency of the sway.
I count the cloth's diagonal threads from the lower left corner. In the sixties there is a spliced thread with a knot at the join. I start over from the knot. The second count passes 100, and footsteps come from the Zone C direction — the Documents Section delivering, pushing a cart, stopping at row 14, dealing the items down stack by stack. One wheel gives a knock.
09:15:02.
My hand shakes once. 0.4 seconds. Nothing in it. Afterward I hook my right hand over the desk edge; the dust cloth is in between, and my fingers press 4 small dents into the cloth. The dents slowly level out.
09:31, another notice pops in the top right of the desk. I lift a corner of the cloth.
> Documents Section · Follow-up Notice (second) > Item: close-out form LJ-2125-1122-003 > Status: third day since issue, not signed back > Handling forecast: when the term expires unsigned, the item transfers to the Audit Office, to be logged as "refusal to sign without just cause," and the case closed by completion in lieu. > Note: completion in lieu does not affect the validity of this item.
Does not affect the validity of this item. A close-out form needs a seal to take effect. With no seal on the close-out form, it gets nowhere else. Those 9 characters are meant to frighten. Or they aren't. I smooth the cloth flat.
In the morning I recite the register. No new names today; I recite the day before's: 24, 96, 7. In the roll of 96, 2 names come out crossed partway through. I stop and swap them back. 96 people. One is one.
11:52, at the canteen I take spinach and tofu. Xiao Zheng's table is full; he has kept an empty seat for me and pats it. I carry the tray over and sit.
He says: Shen, the follow-up notice went out, right.
I say: It went out.
He says: Signed?
I say: No.
He puts his spoon down, picks it up again.
He says: Lao Ge didn't come today either.
I say: Second day.
He says: He went to the interview room yesterday afternoon. I saw him in the corridor. Going in, he told me: watch my water cup.
He says: Coming out, the cup was still there. He hadn't drunk.
Xiao Zheng glances at his own tray.
He says: Shen, equipment error. 4 characters, that's all.
I say: Mm. 4 characters.
He says: 4 characters and the seal comes back.
I say: And once it's back, then what.
He doesn't pick it up. He finishes his rice, not one grain left. He carries the tray to the tray return, sets it down, stands 1 second, then goes.
The bins at the tray return have been changed twice today. The woman who changes the bins drags the full one out, squares up the empty one, claps her hands. She doesn't look at people, only at bins.
On the way back to Zone C at 12:44 I take the Zone B side. Master Xu's hydroponic plant sits at the corner of her desk; water beads hang on the outside of the bottle, and one thread of water has run down the bottle onto the desk and pooled small. The roots are white, one against the next. She isn't at her seat. Her chair is pushed halfway in, the same angle as Lao Ge's.
13:40, hall-leave register. Reason: lookup. Expected return, 15:30.
The iron door. A He is waiting at the inner stacks door already, blue smock, ink on the cuffs. 3 keys at her waist; a flashlight clipped to her smock pocket, head down.
She says: Yesterday you asked about self-verification.
I say: I did.
She says: One question for you. Are you trying to get to that place.
I say: Which place.
She says: The one marked 0 on the drawing.
She takes a roll of paper from the drawer, very brittle, rolled and tied with cotton thread. She undoes the thread, spreads the paper on the table, weights the 4 corners with the paperweight. The paper is blue-black, blueprint paper; the lines are white. Drag a finger across and the finger comes away gray-blue.
> Head Office Main Building basement floor plan (excerpt) > Drawing type: as-built · archival copy > Sheet: duplicate tracing Blueprint date: (stamp, worn) > B1: stacks dehumidifier room > B2: pipe level > B3: exhaust fan room cable interlayer > At the end of B3, one box; inside the box, one handwritten character: 0 > A note line runs from the box; the note field is blank. > Title block: design (blank) drafting (blank) check (blank)
The blueprint-date box has been stamped; the stamp is worn down to a small half ring, the characters unreadable. I've been through all the other big drawings. Their title blocks carry at least a name. This one carries none.
She says: I've kept this drawing 19 years. Every other drawing has a name. This box has none.
She says: Where the box sits, you can reach it from the inner stacks side.
I say: How do you know it reaches.
She says: At the far end of the inner stacks there is a fire door. It's locked. Not with my lock.
She says: I measured it with a tape. From the inner stacks door to the box on this drawing — they match, error under half a meter.
She unhooks the keys from her waist and spreads them in her palm. 2 long, 1 short. The short one is square-headed, brass, its teeth worn bright.
She says: The long ones they issued, for my doors here.
She says: The short one they issued too. It's been there since it came down. 20 years I've tried it on every door in the inner stacks. They all open — but I had my own keys already. I had no use for it.
She says: What it opens isn't a door of mine.
I say: What did the man who issued the keys say.
She says: The one who issued it was an old man from General Services. He signed the register book and left. I asked him what this one opens. He said: everything's open. When you need it, you'll know.
She says: Later I went back to ask once. He'd retired. Asked again, General Services said key issuance was no longer their file; told me to check the archives. The archives is me.
I say: Did you try it anywhere else.
She says: I tried the whole Archives. The gatehouse, the copying room, the paper store, the roof door — tried them all. None of them open.
She says: I measured that box on the drawing 19 years ago. From the inner stacks fire door to the box, 114 meters in a straight line, no other rooms between.
She says: Only yesterday, when you asked about self-verification, did I put the two things together.
She takes out the flashlight, twists it on, twists it off.
She says: Let's go. The fire door is inside the inner stacks. My keys open the doors I'm meant to open. Anything further in, I don't enter.
The outer three rows run shelf numbers B-01 to B-47. B-13, B-26, B-31 — the 3 slots still empty. Passing B-31, A He's flashlight sweeps over; the light crosses the 3 empty slots. Nothing.
At the very end of the inner stacks the paper shelves run out, and there is a door in the wall. Iron, gray, paint peeling along the seam. No plate on the door. A He opens it with a long key. Half a turn and it gives — the hinges have been oiled.
Behind the door there is no room — steps going down, concrete, 64 of them, a landing in the middle. No dust on the steps, not one layer of it, cleaner than the Archives' table tops. There is dust in the flashlight's beam; the dust is sinking.
She says: No dust on the steps.
I say: No dust.
She says: Where there's no dust, there's air moving.
We stand on the landing, and sure enough: a very thin draft comes up from below, cool, dry. It has a smell — not mold. Metal and machine oil.
At the foot of the steps a level run begins, pipes along both walls, the pipes wrapped in cloth; the cloth has aged and sheds crumbs at a touch. Every 10 steps the wall carries an enamel plate, white characters on blue: MAIN BUILDING BASEMENT · UNMANNED SECTION. One plate has lost a corner; where the corner is gone the iron shows beneath, and the iron is bright.
About 100 steps down the level run, it comes to an end ahead.
A steel door. One solid piece, no window, no handle. Stamped into the lintel: 0. The character is palm-sized, recessed; shine the light on it and a ring of shadow lies beneath it. No other characters beside it — no number, none of the 5 characters that spell Biological Registry. Not one word on this door tells you what it does.
A He tilts the flashlight up a little, onto the character.
She says: 19 years, I made up 7 stories for this key.
She says: The seventh is the simplest — it's just a key issued in excess. The warehouse sent it by mistake and no one would own it.
She says: Pick one.
I say: None of them.
She says: Then open the door.
At waist height on the door's right side there is a small access panel, 4 screws; one has been replaced, a cross point mixed in with flat slots. A He shines the light on the panel, takes out the short key, and doesn't move.
She says: You're sure you want it opened.
I say: I'm sure.
She says: Once it's open, you go in. I stay outside.
I say: All right.
She pries the panel off. Inside, a keyhole, turned sideways. Around the hole's rim a ring of brightness, a brass brightness, rubbed up by keys. The rubbed brightness has years behind it.
She inserts the short key. It catches halfway in; she turns her wrist a few degrees and it seats to the end. Two turns. The first is heavy, the second light; at the end of the second, from inside the door, a very small sound, like something retreating.
She pulls the key out and closes her fist around it, tight.
She says: It's open.
She says: 20 years, and it turns out it really opens a door.
The door opens a crack. The hinges are heavy and silent. Out of the crack comes cool air, dry, a trace of machine oil, no mold. I push the door in; at half open it stops — rubber underneath. Behind the door is no room: 3 short steps down, and at the bottom of them a floor, pale gray, epoxy, evenly shiny.
Three steps in is the second door, a glass gate; beside it a black panel, the panel dead. A He stands on the steps outside the steel door, flashlight angled up from below onto the gate. She does not cross the threshold.
I step close to the panel. Not one character on it. I unpin the new badge from my left chest and press it to the panel.
The panel lights. Blue. The characters come out one line at a time.
> Seal Verification > Read: HZ-4471-2125 > Seal: 4471 > Registrant: Shen Yan > Authorization status: existing authorization · in vault > Verification result: passed > Release
The glass gate opens a crack, one person wide; in the crack, white light, very even, no sway.
The registrant reads Shen Yan. My seal is not in the vault. My seal is at the Audit Office, sealed bag FC-2125-1122-047, heat-pressed yesterday morning; the barcode beeped once under the scanner. What was verified is not the badge. It is the seal number, and under the seal number hangs a person's name, and that name is registered in the vault.
On the scheduling card, this number was generated in 2082. I started in 2105. Twenty-three years between. For 23 years this name has hung inside this door.
In the white light, at the end of the passage, a wall; on the wall, 4 door plates in a vertical row. The flashlight cannot reach; the white light can. 4 plates, 4 lines, top to bottom: Fingerprint. Blood. Breath. Brainwave. The characters are stamped, same work as the 0 in the lintel. Beside each plate a small screen, all dead, faces outward, black very evenly. On the floor a yellow line runs from the gate to the foot of that wall, the same width as the line at the hall's dispatch windows.
Not one person. Not one sheet of paper. Inside this door even the dust has been assigned its place.
A He speaks from outside the door. Her voice comes down the steps, very flat.
She says: I'm not coming in. I only go in through my own doors.
She says: Your supplementary file is still stopped at page 11. Go back and take it slow.
She pauses.
She says: If you see anything in there with a batch number, read the batch number clear for me.
I say: Read it clear for whom.
She says: For me.
She says: My things — the characters in the footers — don't you tell me they're all the same.
She turns the short key over in her palm and slips it back into the ring at her waist, hanging with the 2 long ones. The 3 keys touch: one click.
She says: I'm taking the keys back with me.
She says: From now on, when you need to come, tell me and I'll open this door for you. Anything else, I know nothing, and you don't tell me either.
She switches off the flashlight. Her footsteps go up the steps, all 64, very steady, no stop at the landing. After they stop I hear the fire door close behind her: latch tongue into its slot, once.
From here on, no one knows where I am. The hall-leave register on the terminal reads: lookup, expected return 15:30. I know the time now. There is no clock on the wall, but I can read the frequency of the white lights overhead.
I pin the new badge back on my left chest and press it once.
I stand in the crack of the glass gate. White light comes down from overhead; the floor holds no shadows.
The panel is still lit; the last line is Release. Below the characters a smaller line, unlit a moment ago, lit now.
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