Afterlife Accountby Ren Inaba

30 · Mutual Aid

Chapter 30 · 13.6K words

July sixth, a Saturday, two in the afternoon. Activity room on the second floor of the Chengbei subdistrict office; a hand-lettered foam board stood by the door: The Mutual-Aid Society for Surviving Families · Session 11. Below it, a smaller line: This session's topic — how to understand a downgrade notice. Red ink, heavy at the start of each stroke, level horizontals.

Liang Cheng arrived early. Thirty-odd folding chairs in the room, twenty-some already taken. The AC compressor racketed outside the window; inside it was hotter than out. In the front row an old man had claimed two chairs, one to sit in, one to hold his bag of medicine. Three middle-aged women sat in a row at the back; the one in the middle had her phone in her fist, screen down against her leg.

Su Man was tidying the table up front. She'd lost weight; short-sleeved shirt, cuffs rolled twice over. Spread on the table: a stack of forms, a box of pushpins, an old phone with its edges wound in clear tape. She looked up, saw him, pointed at the second row. "Sit. You speak third."

"Speak about what."

"Isn't this what you do." She said. "Downgrade signals. Pick the parts that are worth money."

He sat. There was water on the second-row chair; he wiped it off with a tissue. He knew this room — two streets from the archiving center, he'd passed it on field calls back when they ran the seniors' phone classes in it. He'd never gone in.

Su Man's society had been running half a year. He'd heard about it: the second month after the layoff she registered with the subdistrict office, rented the activity room at eighty an afternoon, lectured herself at first, and later the families taught each other. What she taught was simple enough to say — how to read a bill, how to read a notice, how to tell a "special renewal" from the disposal schedule. She called it teaching people to say goodbye. Four came to the first session, nine to the second. This session's sign-up sheet said twenty-seven.

Two-oh-five, Su Man squared the forms and walked to the front. No microphone; the room was small, it wasn't needed.

"House rules first, three of them." She said. "One: nothing gets sold here. Anyone who uses this room to pitch something, out, and don't come back. Two: I don't speak for the company; I turned in my badge. Three —" she paused — "people ask me, Jie, weren't you in collections. Right. Twelve years, and I trained one apprentice. He's here today."

She lifted her chin toward the second row. A few heads turned to look at him. Liang Cheng didn't move.

"I said one thing at the first session; today I'll put it up front again." Su Man said. "Don't listen to what they say. Listen to their bills. Talk picks what you like to hear. Bills don't."

The first two speakers were family. A middle-aged man: father gone three years, account down to Level 4, and last month he had finished the cancellation. He spoke slowly, stopped twice on the way through, and nobody below rushed him. What he regretted most, he said, was never asking his father whether he wanted to stay. "It's printed right on the notice: family confirmation. I confirmed quick enough." When he sat down, the woman who'd been gripping her phone handed him a bottle of water.

The second was a woman of fifty-odd who ran her father's account on her mother's behalf, on how to argue late fees with customer service. She'd brought a sheet of paper with clause numbers copied out and read them off one by one. At "Appendix 7, Article 4," Su Man cut in: "Payments by a non-executor require confirmation; miss the window and it cancels on its own. That clause has burned plenty of families."

The woman sat down. Su Man glanced at the time on her phone.

"Third, Liang Cheng." She said. "My apprentice. He's doing downgrade signals. He's given this talk for seven years — from the company's side of the table. Today he gives it from the other side."

Chairs scraped, a whole stretch of it. Liang Cheng stood and walked to the front. Su Man passed him the tape-wrapped phone and a whiteboard marker. The whiteboard belonged to the room; half of the word "Save" from the seniors' phone class was still on it, not wiped off clean.

He planted his feet and wiped the board first. Then he wrote one line: Level 3 to Level 2 — what gets deleted.

"Seven years in collections." He said. "You've all had the downgrade notice. Red text, two lines. It doesn't say what got deleted. I'll fill that in."

He drew three columns on the board. He spoke slowly, like reading off a work order. Level 3 to Level 2 deletes memory nodes, compresses the scenes; the notice says service content optimized. Level 2 to Level 1 deletes the scenes, deletes the last three years of event index; the notice says account streamlined. Below Level 1 it's the frozen tier: one sentence left, playing on a loop.

"How to know ahead of time." He said. "Three places. First, call length. When the personality ends the call faster and faster on its own, she isn't tired of you — the configuration is shrinking. Second, the radius of topics. She only talks about five years ago, not one word about anything recent — the last three years of index are gone, she can't. Third —" he drew a line under the third column — "the bill. When the occupancy fee switches from monthly settlement to weekly, it's in the queue. When weekly goes to daily, it's reached the head of the queue."

People below were taking notes. The old man with the medicine bag in the front row raised his hand: "If the red-letter notice has already come, is there still time."

"Depends on days in arrears." Liang Cheng said. "Two hundred seventeen days enters the terminal deletion queue — printed terms, no give. By the time a notice reaches your hand, a hundred-some days have usually gone by already."

"Then what's the notice for."

"The notice is a payment demand." He said. "It always was."

The room went quiet for a beat. From the back row Su Man cut in: "Write that down. That one's worth money."

Third question into the Q&A, it happened.

The question came from the woman in the middle of the back row. Thirty or so — the one who'd had the phone in her fist coming in. She stood up, phone pinched in her hand, screen up this time. Her mother's account had dropped to Level 2 last month, she said, and she still hadn't dared open that notice. She asked Liang Cheng: when the downgrade happens, the person in there — what does it feel like.

"My mom used to love going over the old days." She said. "After the downgrade, on that call, she was still going, and every bit of it was the good parts. How well-behaved my little brother was as a kid. How peaceful my grandma was when she went. My grandma went after a fall — six months flat in bed. She said peaceful." She lifted the phone a little, then set it back down. "So tell me —"

She stopped for a moment.

"Do you think they hurt?"

The AC ran on in the activity room. Twenty-some people looked at Liang Cheng.

For that question he had a standard answer. Script card item nine, chapter seven, the course in the training video — he'd memorized it, tested full marks. A frozen-state personality carries no pain module; you may understand it as, he will not know anything. He had read that line to three hundred–odd families without dropping a word. The question was on the test because it was the question; the answer was printed on the card, and once you finished reading it, the family hung up.

The woman was still standing, waiting.

"I don't know." Liang Cheng said.

Nobody picked it up. He didn't add anything either. The woman looked at him for two seconds, sat down, brought up her phone, and opened the notice she'd never dared open. She read slowly; from her angle, Liang Cheng could see the red text scrolling on the screen. When she finished she put the phone away in her bag, traded places with the person next to her, and went to sit beside the man who'd talked about the cancellation. The two of them said something in a low voice. He didn't catch it.

Su Man had watched the whole thing from the side. She didn't take up the thread either; she rapped the table with the forms. "Next."

Three-forty, the break. Bottled water at the back of the room, disposable cups. Liang Cheng drank two.

The Zheng family wife came over at just that point. The old woman carried a cloth bag and thanked him first — around the turn of the year, when he was managing the Zheng Dehai account, he had fronted one month's installment for her, 186 yuan. She had been trying to pay it back ever since; Liang Cheng never took it. Employees may not accept repayment from family, so the money went through Su Man now: the old woman handed the cash to the mutual-aid society, the society wrote a receipt, and Su Man passed it along as a donation to the shared payment pool, where it paid the final month's cancellation processing fee for people who couldn't afford it.

"Jie said, this is called taking a detour." The old woman said. "A detour, and it's all within the rules."

Su Man heard from over there and called across half the room: "When did I ever say that. What I said was — the money doesn't go person to person, it goes account to account."

The old woman laughed. She told Liang Cheng she understood it now, that money should never have come out of his pocket. "You meant well. Even good intentions have to go by the book." Her son knew about it now, she said, and had started paying himself, once a month; when he was done he took a photo and sent it to her. Partway through saying this she shifted the cloth bag to the other hand, and something clinked inside, like a can.

Liang Cheng asked after Uncle Zheng's account. Level 2, the old woman said, keeping it. "Let it drop. Whichever level it drops to, I'll be listening. Someone has to."

After she left, the middle-aged man who'd spoken about the cancellation came over with a technical question: that one sentence in the frozen tier — could it be swapped. While his father was frozen, the loop was "Have you eaten"; he wanted it changed to a line his mother recorded while she was alive. Liang Cheng said no: a write-in needs the account holder's own authorization, and once the person is gone, it locks on the last sentence. The man went "oh," said forget it then. "'Have you eaten' works too. That's all my dad ever asked, his whole life."

The second half was Su Man's. She talked about how to choose a way to say goodbye, and somewhere along the way she picked up the tape-wrapped phone.

"My work phone went back to the company when I left. This is an old machine I bought myself." She said. "I kept seven ringtones on my phone."

She pressed one. An old metal telephone bell, clang-clang. She pressed another: the synthesized erhu. On the third her thumb hung in the air a moment; she skipped it and pressed the fourth: Radio Calisthenics Set Eight.

"There was a time any one of these rang and I knew whose family it was." She said. "Now six are left. The third was the child's voice — Mama——, Ay——. That was my daughter. Last winter, I deleted it myself."

Someone below asked, quietly, why.

"Her father went early. The account was built on her voiceprint — she was eight that year." Su Man said. "I kept fronting the money. Then I couldn't anymore, and I did the arithmetic — keep her, two hundred forty a month; delete her, and on her side nothing is owed. Call me hard if you want."

She stopped there, unscrewed the thermos, took a sip. Plain water in the cup.

"I deleted her, and then I sat down in this room." She said. "Those two things are one thing. Both of them finished — only then can you sleep."

Nobody spoke. The woman who'd gripped her phone raised her hand from the last row: "Jie, and the six."

"The six still ring." Su Man said. "They're in your hands now — those six accounts are the society's shared accounts, run by the payment pool. When a ringtone sounds, somebody's family is due to put money in."

Liang Cheng sat in the second row and heard the old man up front turn to his neighbor: "Which one is our family's sound." The neighbor said: "The Henan opera. The first." The old man said: "Right."

Before the room broke up, Su Man covered one last item: Old Guan.

"Five months ago, the pool took on an account." She said. "Retired boiler stoker. Level 4, the frozen tier, one sentence left, once every nine seconds — Hello, Xiao Jun. Hello, Xiao Jun. Three thousand eight in arrears. The disposal schedule had him hitting zero this February, and his son never once showed."

"Zero means disposal. A few of us pooled money and cleared the arrears the day before it ran out, then raised his storage one level." On the whiteboard she wrote: Level 4 up to Level 1, processing fee 600, module restored — voice call, receive-only. "Level 4 has no outgoing-call rights. Raised to Level 1, with the receive-only module installed, Thursday afternoon the system runs a round of dialing to the registered family number. His son's number is still the one from five years ago."

"Did anyone ever contact his son." Someone below asked.

"Called, no pickup. Texted, no reply." Su Man said. "Last month that number came back off suspended status — means he's around. Being around is enough. Thursday, three in the afternoon, the call goes out. However long it rings, it rings."

She checked her watch when she finished: "Half past four. Let's wrap. Next session in two weeks, topic set as 'the last thing before cancellation.' Sign up ahead if you want to speak."

The chairs went again, a whole stretch of it. The old man lifted his medicine bag and hung it back on his arm. The Zheng family wife's cloth bag gave another clink. Liang Cheng helped stack the folding chairs; at the third one, Su Man called to him from the lectern: "The carton is yours back."

The carton in the storeroom never did get processed as leftover property. On the day the three months ran out, Su Man took her termination-of-employment certificate, signed for the handover, and the box moved into the activity room. Red pen, the A3 ledger, half a bottle of hand sanitizer, the old thermos — all there. The last page of the ledger she had torn off and kept; the tear edge was still straight. Liang Cheng said no need to return it, it was all office supplies. Su Man said: "The thermos is yours. The rest I teach with."

Five o'clock, everyone gone. Liang Cheng helped carry the foam board to the storeroom; coming out, he found Su Man locking the door.

"Coming next session." She asked.

"Depends on the schedule."

"Schedule nothing. You come and lecture; I'll register you as a volunteer." She said. "One hour counts as two class hours, and once the class hours pile up, the subdistrict waives part of the room rent." She finished locking, tugged the handle once, confirmed it held. "Or don't come, that works too. That 'I don't know' of yours did more than a whole afternoon of talks. Three people came down and asked me after — your experts all say they don't know, so what do we do. I said, then go by not knowing. If you don't know, don't decide for them."

She picked up her bag and headed down; at the stairwell she turned back: "Thursday, three in the afternoon, Old Guan's call. If you're free, come hear it."

"The call goes to his son. What is there for me to hear."

"You can watch the schedule here." She said. "Right here — the activity room, on the projector. We've been watching three months now. Every Thursday: dial, ring, stop. Nobody picks up. Listen — it isn't mourning. Somebody has to know this call rang."

She went straight down after that. Her footsteps dropped floor by floor through the stairwell, and at the end came the sound of the sliding door.

Liang Cheng stood at the stairwell a while. He took out his phone. Niuniu's call log from yesterday lay in the family group: outgoing, 02:41, connected. Liang Chuan had forwarded it into the group with a line attached: I'll cover this month's phone bill. The 45.00 bill he paid himself in the app, auto-pay, and this month it hadn't lapsed. The entry above it was still his own — the dial screen, parked on that night half a year ago, hung ten seconds, backed out. That entry exists nowhere in the system. Only he knows it.

He scrolled to the number saved half a year ago. Tag: Old Guan's son. Last call on record: January eighth, the call that never got its answer. He opened the message thread, typed a few words, deleted them. Typed again, deleted again. The third time, he finished it:

Thursday, three in the afternoon, is your father's call day. Don't pick up too fast. Let him speak first.

He hit send. The message jumped out and shrank into the thread. He kept his eyes on it. After a while, a single word surfaced beneath the line.

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